Transforming

Every day I get closer and closer to my transformation. I have lived all my life stuck in this girls body. She was sweet enough to let me in her canvas. I sorta trashed her canvas. Broke the mind department. Broke the heart compartment. Sorry. But I'm switching bodies again. Hopefully I take care of my canvas this time. Will it make me different. I have a fear that my personality was molded around the body I was in. This new body maybe will bring something good out of my personality.. This time around the people will like what they see and give me an actual chance to to express my brain. I will try to make a smooth transition . I want my heart to feel emotions like one of those normal girls on TV. I want to know it. If the Gentleman loves me back that's icing on the cake. Might not remember this in the morning. Half hear and Half in the 50's .